The Soul Should Decide ~

Jan/5/2015-

I think I am in a self-placed conundrum. It's as though the harder I try to force myself to be a productive line, the more it zags out of control. By the end of the day, I cannot make heads or tails of the self-depicted work, and meaning evades me.

I don't think you can force yourself within specific lines of progress . . . I think it must come to you, like a waiting beacon flashes in the night. You cannot plan not to become lost . . . but can only do your best to find your way when the light returns. Maybe, it's better that we all become lost from time to time, so that in the end, we will have a way to return. It is the only way to find your way back.

We cannot force ourselves to walk in a straight line. The body can do it well, but the soul will always rebel. No matter what signs are placed down, they can only offer us guidance. The mind is ultimately what makes the decision whether 'this' is a good path, and the soul aides it. Paths are a conglomeration of lines and words that guide us; without the mind, they have no meaning. They cannot make our choices for us . . .

Although it is difficult- the soul should decide.